Sometimes I wonder if I hate my mother because she is the way that she is or because I am the way that she is or because I am the way that I am.
We are both:
- uncultivated, painfully middlebrow
- fat
- unfulfilled romantically
- prospectless
She is:
- socially inept
- embarrassing
- stuck in not one but three dead end jobs
- forgettable
- blue-eyed
- formerly beautiful
- decaying
- practically friendless
- old
- unfulfilled in most aspects I think, an absolutely horrid way of being old
I am:
- brown-eyed
- uglier
